12 Steps 1 God » step 3

A God-sized hole

Tuesday, June 16th, 2009

One of the things I started hearing people talk about at AA meetings was this “god-sized hole” in us that could never be filled. Never enough alcohol. Never enough drugs. Never enough money. Never enough sex. Never enough love. In all my life, I never knew I was trying to fill a “god-sized hole” with anything and everything. I thought I was happy.

Why won’t I trust God?

Friday, June 12th, 2009

I can’t control what happens, no matter how hard I try. Why won’t I just trust God? Why do I still think that I know what’s best? Why do I limit what God can do in my life by interfering? Back to the steps.