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One day the curtain must come down

Sunday, June 14th, 2009

Why did I try so hard all the time to convince myself that I was living the life I wanted? Is happiness so elusive that we’ll do anything to get it? And in the process of doing anything to get it, we only get a mirage of happiness, an illusion of happiness, but since our lives are so artificial, so much self-made fantasy, we seem to be just fine with the mirage. It never ends. And one day, we simply can’t tell the difference anymore. One day, we don’t want to know the difference anymore.