I have to clean house soon. I have to get on with Step 4. I have to literally clean house. My room is a wreck like my life.

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The Big Book says, “What is his trouble? Is he not really a self-seeker even when trying to be kind? (p. 61) That describes me. I’ve always been self-centered and unable to feel empathy for almost anyone. I have never wanted to let my guard down. I’m afraid I will lose the people who love me. I am afraid they will know how imperfect I am. I think it’s ironic in galactic proportions that I wrote, “I am afraid they will know how imperfect I am.”

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