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Seriously disturbing dream

Wednesday, August 19th, 2009

Someone commented on my blog that a famous psychologist believes that there’s only ONE person in our dreams but many CHARACTERS. And that ONE person is me. Keep that in mind when I tell you my dream.
I was somewhere that was like a public park because there was a park but there were also buildings [...]

Xanax, coffee, and becoming a real person

Sunday, June 21st, 2009

I took a Xanax last night to fall asleep. It’s been awhile since I had to take one at night. I took one last week on vacation when I was feeling really anxious during the day. What’s the difference between taking a Xanax to fall asleep and drinking enough wine to pass out? I don’t know what the answer is…a prescription?

A perverse soul-sickness

Monday, June 15th, 2009

What is manipulation? I think it’s when you purposefully do or say things to illicit a reaction that you believe will benefit you without regard to its impact on others. In other words, I want what I want to fulfill my needs at all costs.